Post Valentines Day Post

Wow, it's been a while since I have last posted. So much has happened lately that I am just a tad bit overwhelmed. Let's see, Valentines Day, such a fascinating "holiday", I spent it with the love of my life = skiing. It felt pretty damn good after 1 concussion and 20 days of not skiing. However, I'm still feeling a lot of pressure to throw down in the park, I think mostly from myself. Tomorrow I am going to Nakiska (sorta being forced to go with the church youth group, as you probably know I hate Nakiska but my rents are paying for my lift ticket so I'm not going to complain), skiing something other than park might be interesting, however if there are tons of people I might just go hide in the park and do rails.

So...you know when bad things, happen, people either pretend nothing happened and move on, or they analyze it and talk about it to death? Well #1 is totally happening, and I know when...yes, when, not if, shit gets bad, it'll get pulled up and I'll get slapped in the face with it... gawd I can't wait...

On a lighter note, RM came to visit. It was really nice of him, just spending time with him, slows things down, puts life into perspective and makes me happy. Yes, happy, that elusive emotion. Saying bye sucked, because we didn't know when the next time we'll be seeing each other again will be. I miss you...

Everything appears to be mellow, but upon closer observation, everything is still in the state of disaster that it was in not too long ago. Only difference being, people are getting good at putting up facades to protect themselves from what they don't want to see. I'm going to have to say that I am guilty of this.