It is definitely true, snow does make everything good again. As soon as it starts snowing, I can stop worrying about everyday things, I have something I can retreat into comfortably. Skiing is what I love, it's what I do. When I ski, I can stop missing people, worrying, panicking ...it's relief. I can't wait to feel that kind of relief and start skiing again, so long as circumstance permits. Dammit if it would only snow some more.
This week has gone by pretty quickly, it's almost as though I spend the whole week waiting for the weekend so I can catch up on missed work, relax a little. But it never seems to work out that way, they just turn out to be totally disappointing. Maybe I should lower my standards. It has just hit me how much I have on my plate, clubs, volunteering, lessons etc. We'll see what happens with this. People say, "Everything will be okay", we'll see exactly how true that is. Meh I'm just sick of people saying everything will be okay when it isn't.
So Saturday I went to the U of C open house. It was interesting. I have decided to apply for Health Sciences and Engineering, because U of C only asks for two choices, U of A they ask for 3 I think. Man, applying for universities and scholarships, it only seems like yesterday when I was worrying about my first day of junior high. Life moves pretty quickly, if only I could slow down to pick up a handful of snow or something.
So I am determined to make the most of this last year of high school. Make time to do the things I want. Not mess up too badly. Not make too many people hate me. Now all I have to do is pull my act together and do it. Stop procrastinating jeez. Ski you later.
Peace,
Bernie
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