It’s been creeping up on me for a while now, but I want my best friend back really badly. I miss the talking, I miss just sitting there together, feeling content, knowing at that moment, everything is alright, even though it might not be as soon as we get up. For having thought gained something I have lost something very dear to me, perhaps even more close to my heart than what I have gained. I know I cannot have the world and cannot have everything that I want, but I cannot help but to reach out and try to grasp the things that have already been lost. Some days, I cannot help but to glance over and wonder just what he is thinking. The way things have been going lately, it seems as though there is an irreparable gap between us. I know it’s too late to apologize and it probably won’t mean much to you but I’m so sorry for hurting you. I know at this point I cannot ask for forgiveness because it is one of the biggest things you can ask of someone and I don’t deserve it from you. I know that forgiving somebody that has hurt you is as hard as hell, but it’s better than the constant disappointment, frustration and anger.
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